Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Vonster's pain!

there is always rainbow after the rain.
its time for me to blog about this, because i've already recover from my pain

my baby was born two weeks ago,
she is lovely adorable and sexy.
i admired her for hours when i first met her,
i touched her so tenderly that i scare i would leave fingerprints or a single dust on her
i cuddle her and say 'i love you' before i sleep,
that is how much i love my baby that i could have never imagine.

two days later, it was a saturday night.....
i bring my baby out for a 'walk' to my friend's birthday party.
as usual, she's still the red apple of my eyes.
she 'walked' well and she was stunning pretty under the moonlight.
at that moment, i thought i was the happiest human on earth...

As we were 'walking' our runway steadily,
what i remember is,
these was a sudden brake
and then there were forces coming from behind
what i heard is 'BANG!'



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baby, mummy's heart broke into pieces
its my fault, i can't even protect you
just a two days, i sent you to hospital.
i haven even take one nice picture of you and the 1st picture i took for you
is this????
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sniff sniff sob sob
someone please feel my pain?

Monday, July 14, 2008

Vonster's working chart

Its JULY 14. its half a year gone!
and i've been working for a month already.

Still remember Vonster's Employed entry?
i mentioned: 'i'm working from 8:30am to 5:30pm and i will be a good girl'
i thought i am, but now instead of a DESIGNER
i'm just another unproductive lazy fat OFFICE girl
Pls note that, ini bukan my problem......
some friends are curious, why am i online and how can i be so flexible with time
as if i got nothing to do... oh yes~ i got NOTHING TO DO!

1st week of working


2nd week is about the same

3rd week of working



4th week of working



Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Vonster's answer 2

This is just another boring post of mine.
odd facts about ME?:


DO YOU SNORE?:
Yes
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LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:
Lover
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WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR?:
WIG
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AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:
No
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WHAT DO YOU THINK OF “REALITY TV”?:
Is FAKE!
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DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:
Yesssss....
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WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:
I was a VERY cute baby
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HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:
Free and "adventurous", lonely at times.
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WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:
white
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DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:
sometimes. hehe!
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HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:
Never
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ANY SECRET TALENTS?:
A lot. as i've always said, Me is Talented.
hahahaha! vain~
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WHAT’S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:
Anywhere..Just a nice beach and hotel will do.
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HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:
Yes
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HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE “DONNIE DARKO”?:
No
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DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:
Sorry to say.. no..limbeh smoke~
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HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:
No idea
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CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:
HAHA!! i cant!! I'll learn from today onwards..
Z Y X W V ? i cant even remember what the next letter....

IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:
I think so... single is lonely. me hate lonely.
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DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:
Nope
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WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:
Dusty Area.. feather?
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, “I LOVE YOU”
i said it everytime when someone offered me something nice.. hahaha~~jkjk
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DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:
Nope
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ARE BLONDES DUMB?
Some. Paris Hilton and Britney Spears are dumb in a way
but madonna is clever!
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WHAT TIME IS IT?:
4.00pm
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DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:
美女~hahahahahhahahaha
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IS MCDONALD’S DISGUSTING?:
No
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:
few hours ago..
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DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:
Bath, to pass time.
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IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:
FAKE!!
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ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:
Hell No
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WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:
Eyeliner
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CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:
Peanut Butter
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HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:
No, never wan to
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HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:
today.. once.... but if i shower for three times a day, i'll brush three times as well.
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ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:
Yes
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WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:
Brown
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WHEN’S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
Few weeks ago?
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DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:
No!!
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WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:
Angelina Jolie. got husband got money got children.
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DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:
yes.. 我是拉二胡的~
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CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:
No
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DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:
oh YES!!

DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?:
to be honest, sometimes i do but i think no one notice. hehe!
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YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:
Yes
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WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:
Watanho~
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DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:
Nope
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DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:
nope
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WHAT’S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:
Astro, the mother's day thingy, there is a nerd guy.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Vonster is lucky

A big boss (<--- sounds like ah beng, or should i say director?)
from Singapore just offered me to work in his company.
and i'm flattered with all his good compliments.
but i couldnt just stop everything here and go.
he should have come earlier on.
OMG, my nose is getting higher, i'm a pig!
hahahahaha! happy happy
and and and i got my first PAY.
please open champaign for I, limbeh!
POoooooooooK!!!
Awwww....now i feel like i'm a fully grown ADULT!! sniff sniff*
and i know there will be alot of great stuff happen for the following weeks.
finally for the 1st time, i say THIS IS LIFE!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Vonster smile for july

today is the new month!
and i made a new resolution
one of my resolution is that i want to be happy
another one is, i want to forget those who broke my heart.
if i post any emo blog here this month,
anyone can do anything they like to me!

its been a long time since i nvr take good good pictures.
and i think those in KL probably forget evon.


alright alright..
this morning i found this in my room.
its about my brother, he went to some Youth's Talk
and he was asked to write his achievement plans if the year.

16 yrs old still writes like 6 yrs old
but i was quite touched by him, he writes
' i failed a lot of exams this year and i nearly fail my midyear
so, from now on i wan to start to be hardworking,
therefore, i won fail this year, I WILL PASS!!
Beside studies i had another wish,
i hope i can become taller in at least 5-6 cm this year.
for my whole life, i wish i can be as tall as 188cm because
i think Tall = the real man.
so i wan to be taller every year.'

有恒心, 姐姐支持你。
可是老弟,188cm简直是妄想
而且, 一年比一年高, 到了你老的时候
你会变妖怪!