Vonster emo 2

萧敬腾 我在哭
我　　在　　哭 詞　:　鄔　裕　康　／　曲　:　李偲菘

像從惡夢中醒來 突然來的一陣心酸

你在電話那頭語氣很平淡 卻給我重重的意外

你說愛　太失敗　你學乖所以決定離開

你說我　不應該　讓愛模糊的沒方向感

你翻開　一張牌　就否認了我們的未來

然後聽見你　輕輕的哭

最後聽見你　狠狠的哭

我對著晚餐發呆 MSN高掛著離開

你也許在煙味很重的地方 跟陌生人交換著悲哀

你說愛　太失敗　你學乖所以決定離開

你說我　不應該　讓愛模糊的沒方向感

你翻開　一張牌　就否認了我們的未來

忘了　哭泣中擁抱　大雨裡奔跑

那些兩個人才能懂得美好　

一比　勾銷　刪掉

我的愛　回不來

我的愛　回不來

燃燒過的證據都還在

我的夢　怎麼辦　你一直被放在最頂端

我的痛　化不開　還要我一個人好起來

想要你回頭　抱著我哭

只是到最後　剩我在哭

為了昨天　我哭了...

為了失敗　我哭了....

為了幸福　我哭了....

我在夜裡面　無聲的哭....

i always put myself into songs and imagine that i'm in their situations.

and this song is really really sad.

In relationship, i'm really sucks.

那些兩個人才能懂得美好　
一比　勾銷　刪掉

Translation:

the happy moments that are meant to be ours-->DELETED!

yes, it can be delete like FOREVER in your PC by just pressing SHIFT+DEL

when it comes to reality... which button should i press??

the worse thing is,

when the disk in your head is full of the old one

how to deliver the new ones?

Vonster's answer

I am just wondering if anyone is reading the posts on the Bulletin board of friendster??

because.. i saw alot of ppl is filling into the questions like below?

since i got nothing to update and no one ever question me anything this morning...

i shall write some easy and un-interesting blog.

(like what yuyang always did!)

haha!

1. Did you just wake up?
Yes~ i woke up two hrs ago..it was damn suffering and i went to bath and i had bread for my breakfast...and i went to work but i realised i nvr bring my laptop @#$%^&*

(its abit too much right.. coz i feel so hyper today) -_-

2. Who’s car were you in last?
Jordan's car. i borrowed his BMW for a test drive this morning to get my laptop from home.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
if my mother suddenly give me a credit card and ask me to spend as much as i can, i will feel like french kiss with her.. HAHAHAHAHA!! YEWWW~~

4. What are you wearing?
my usual peach dress with black tights.???

eh... where is question 5 to 7???

8. Last movie you watched?
Incredible Hulk.

GRrrrrrrr.... Green is so angryyyyyyy!!!

9. Last thing you ate?
Bread.


10. Last thing you drank?

Water

LIKE SOMEONE CARE WHAT I EAT AND DRINK?!?!?!?! der!!!


11. Who did you sleep with last night?
I slept with Brad Pitt... sorry Angie Jolie.

12 ler??

13. Are you happy right now?
erm.. neutral lar~ what can be so happy about? cheh!

what is life? what is love? T.T

14. What did you say last?
what a question? izit the last word i said?

To colleague: "help me type password, THANKS'


15. Where is your phone?
10cm away from my right elbow, its situated on top of a magezine.

(detail o not?)


16. What was the last museum you went to?
.......................................shit man.. i forgot~



17. What color are your eyes?
Yellow!

19. How was your weekend?
my weekend is like swimming in the redwine.

20. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
don remind me of my sad moment...u noooobbb!!!!

kla... be honest to questions, i had my heart broke not long ago!

21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
u mean wat i dulan about isit?
this computer is bloody slow and cheap and lauya!

22. What are you listening to?
Britney Spears- Radar
again?? hahhaa

23. Are you excited?
for wat?? i wish i had something to feel excited about.



24. What is your favorite store?
i love shopping but i think the store that i will always hangout is Watson or Guardian.



25. What day is it today?
Saturday
(eh Bruneians, pls buy borneo bulletin and turn to page 36)


26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
driving? bath? sleep?
either one of it.

30. Are you left-handed?
nopezzzzz
but i'm pretty sure i'm a left-leged. serious!

31 bu jian liao~

32. What’s for dinner tonight?
not sure
probably home cook rice and veges?
guan nei lan si meh??


33. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
Red Wine



34. When is your birthday?
25 september
please remember.



35. How tall are you?
164-166cm

39. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Shopping....its at SUNWAY Pyramid.
that means i haven go shopping for one month plus already.
WHAT IS LIFE?? SObzzz

40. Who made you laugh today?
Mum and Brother
(ah shen planned to go out this morning and Mum was supposed to bring him along with us
but he woke up late and we didnt wait for him
he stood infront of the gate looking really pissed and
we waved at him and say BYE!)

41. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
no?

42. AIM or MSN?
AIM is real aim or its another chatting program?



43. Where do your cousins live?
No.1, spg 74-73, kpg matamata, brunei

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
siblings

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
abit..compare to my brother and sister.



49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
sienzzz.. working again.. Zzzzzz



50. Do you drink beer?
Yes
gimme gimme more

52. Myspace or Facebook?
Facebook.



53. Do you have T-Mobile?
what shit is this?

54. What was your favorite subject in school?
..................................
i dunno

55. Do you smile a lot?
depends..




57. Do you have any talents?
sorry! i'm multi talented!
hahahahahahhaha!!!!



58. Have you ever been in a wedding?
Yes lar!


59. Do you have any children?
NoLar

61. Ever met someone famous?
yes lar.

i already get bored of these question..

YAWNnnn

63. Do you want to be famous one day?
Famous and Rich please.


64. Are you multitasking now?
Yes
working at the same time
(look left look right)
hope no one knows i'm blogging

68. Whats one of your favorite things to do?
watch TV
how i wish i have the time to.

72. Ever been to Las Vegas?
No

74. Have you ever been gambling?
yes


75. When is the last time you updated your blog?
fw days ago

Bah! get back to work....

Vonster complain Mama

I love my mother... but sometimes, i just cant communicate with her. i always thought that its me who has this problem but now i realise..not only me, my brother and sister too!!!

she is too sensitive and she is just like an atomic bomb, when she sees something that her eyes cannot stand of, she will start 'sembahyang'..... like !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(#$%^&*()))^^%$@@@#$%^&***((@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()@#%^&*()#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*(#$%^&*^&*

like foreverrrrrr and everrrrrrr..... she does that almost everyday since i got back. sometimes she shout as us and we shouted back then she will goes like

"you people ah...cannot talk properly isit? why must shout?"

"why not u ask urself, u r always the one to scream 1st!!!!"

"where got?!?!!?! since when i shouted?"

"!!!!!!!!"

talk back you will feel yourself disrespectful

complain makes me feel guilty too!!

(but early in the morning really sucks to quarrel or kena scolded.. especially when you got period... your whole day turn red and hot and angry like chilli pepper grrrrrrrr!!)

mother is always right... Zzzzz

Vonster's employed

Me is no longer aimless
Me is no longer jobless
Me is no longer lonely!
hahahahahaha!!
this is really a something that i should report to those who care for me
i'm working from 8:30am to 5:30pm and i will be a good girl
today is my 1st day of working and i think i did a great job
which is a very good start.
these moments are the happiest times more than any others
when i knew that i was lucky enough to do what i am interested in,
i feel so grateful
thanks to those who helped me when i dont bother to even touch the newspaper for job.
yea.. working is quite tiring.. but when i think of
Car, Shoppings, Facials and Travelling..
i really really wake up and work hard.
Awwww... talking about car...my SX4 suzuki,
Come to MAMA!

Vonster's dark time

i'm still feeling not very well mentally, emotional break down moment hasnt end.

keep telling myself that its not the cause of loneliness, i really hope its not.

Vonster's weekend in brunei.

ehem~ these two pictures..
haha.. okayz... er...
no doubt, as usual...too bored = too vain
if u understand me.

Another weekend had just past by,
don ask me have i found a job? i would say the same thing
"waiting for replies"
technically means... i'm NOT slacking
i did find a job just that i haven 'found'

right! i went to Miri eat eat and play play last weekend
with all these people.

these two people over here are abit similar to Kevin and Justin.
they wouldnt stop making fun of me.
for the word FUN, limbeh forgive them
i know I'M PRETTY and KIND and HAS big boobs and long legs with a pretty face
wahahhahahaha~

Kenny Han and Melissa HII MENG

and i almost made everyone do their model pose infront of my camera
which they dont normally do
wooooo yes!
all the pictures are NOT candid shot~

someone told me,
i shouldnt live for people instead, i should live for myself.
but i just cant help it. i just love my everyone around me.

i feel really really grateful to have a close cousin like WenYa
who is willing to listen to me, gossip with me, bring me along with her friends.
keeping my company.

we were close since young.
we are somehow alike in many ways.
a bit on appearance, horoscope and so on
including....'the diet' part.
althou she is 3yrs older than me.. there isnt any gap between us
we get along really well..

A-mei look alike!
phewitttttttt!!!

hot hot perry




i'm really out of words..
this isnt a nice post
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz