vonster talks world end

i know this post is a bit insane but.. i still wanna share.
in the movie 'THIS IS IT' MJ mentioned ' we must share the love and do everything we can to save the world because we only left 4 more years til world's end....' (fiy, which is 2012)
damn it!!! FOUR MORE YEARS???? i mean.. i shouldnt believe that.. but i cant stop thinking of it. i mean IF, If there is only four more years to death.. wat can i do?
few days ago i actually dreamt about the real world's end. okay, this is wat i remember:

1stly, i was with my mom at a dark hall, for some reasons everyone is que-ing to get their passports, so are we. after getting our passport, we went out of the hall, the sky were in red color and i recall the buildings were the old shopblocks we have in Malaysia. and people were walking around.. so squeezy, in the street. all of the sudden, the floor cracks into zig-zags. it really scared the hell out of me!!! but my mom wasnt that scared, she walked slowly, eating her biscults that she hold on her hands... i was like MOM, ITS WORLD'S END, HURRY UP! n still, she was unaware. we reached home. my other siblings were at home too. then thunder zig-zag appeared at the middle of the reddish sky again...and i really dunno where to hide, wat to do.. the feeling is really....lets jus say, undescribable.. and i woke up.

i think from now onwards i'll hate all ZIGZAG stuff. LOL

and so... what if? what if it really happen.. what will you do?
i told my friends, i will buy one bottle of sleeping pills to keep me asleep so that i don have to fight with fears and i'll never wake up again.... i mean who can survive? even if u survive, no point living with no friends, no love ones, no internet, no music, no handphones, no games, no aircons, no electricity... basically.. NOTHING! and furthermore, u have to deal with each fears after u've survive...



but........ what if we only have 4 years??
i don wan to end my life with only routines in my life..
i want to visit NEW YORK, JAPAN, INDIA, AFRICA and so much moreeeeeeee...
not just visit, i may want to live in each country 1 to 2 years..
i want to live my life to the fullest!!!
i have too much dreams to be accomplish.....



the last thing, if 2012 really happens.....IF lar! (choi choi choi touch wood!~)
I, CHAN EVON, wants to take respects and glories with me and never wake up.

Vonster adores MJ

i know its a bit late now, i nvr fancy Micheal Jackson before or after his death.
i loveeee him after i watched his last Movie, This is it.......
lots of 'no wonder, no wonder, no wonder'.. stuck on my head..
the movie is only about his last concert but it really inspires me alot alot alot alot....
i even watch the movie in cinema twice, i don mind watching it again...
awww.... such a good performer.

beat it!~~~ beat it~~~

the setting, the band, the lighting, the stage, the concept, the background and
THE DANCERS! WOOHOOOO!! so perfect!
*take note its just rehearsal only*
wat a waste that we didnt get to see the real concert!

during the dance audition, kenny said:
" the idea is to put the best fishes from different countries to a big pond."
(yeap! good idea! the dancers are wickeddddddd!)


MJ, who dont respect!?

vonster try model

Everyone who knows me know, i'm so into modeling lately, no 3d modeling okay?
I, did it for FUN and I AM VAIN, thats all. also under these condition, great photographer and nice work. and i'm not afraid to try. (except for nudes)

p/s: i am not that pretty, my figure is normal, thats why i said i need really GOOD photographer. LOL

pics took by Devin Kho

fabulous makeup by Kpang

my fav picture of all set!
this is more like ME.

I'm impressed! its amazing!

i don usually look that good.

Devin kho = talented


pics took by ABBY
makeup by myself

outfit by KNG Gallery

i'm so excited for the launching of KNG gallery.

:):)

frankly, if i have a chance, i would love doing something like this,

cool huh? oh yeah! because she is lady gaga.

ok.. something like this, but not nude.

the best one would be,

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with the real money (my own money)

yeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa!

Vonster's new room

i'm not busy. i just dunno wat to blog about.
lots of things going on and i'm just lazy to blog....... lazy to type..
anyway, today is different, because i'm too boring at a point.
see... ID works are like that.. when job comes, u will be busy like there is no tomorrow,
after that, u only can wait for time to pass....and get old... and wait for responses.
and with a Manager like mine, who dun wanna run away from office?
i'm getting sleepy... and blotted, hence, i'm gonna start........ talking about something else!



HEY!!! I'VE GOT A NEW ROOMMMMMM!!!!
its my old room that i shared<-- with my sister for years and decide to cut into two so its really small! was struggling at 1st, finding my true self, what i really really like and want. and i came out with my own design. and i'm really really excited about my room since last month./ the plan was there two months ago and i didnt get renovate it because of 'ghost festival' and all kind of stupid excuses came from my family. this is how my room used to look like-----> march 2009
and this is how my room looks like NOW :)

the ceiling with cove lights

stickers of flowers i found at growing stars

sunflowers that Andy bought for me.

my money tree :):)

and.... to be continue!

the progress is: 90 %
Mirror is on and i love it so much!
only lack of build in table & shelf & sliding door.

p/s: i am waiting for geri to cook her 'unbelievable' curry mee....................slurpsss

Vonster's monday blues

who dont crave for BED early in the morning ON MONDAY?
who dont crave for Public holiday on a Monday?
which youngster is not lazy on Monday?

sigh............ i wan my bed. i swear i am gonna get home straight right after i work.
bath, eat n watch tv and head to bed before 10pm. YES, THATS MONDAY
Yawnnnnnnnnnnmmmmmmm
@#$%^&*()#$%^&*(#$%^&*(*()%^&*(


Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i just wanna sleep......

Vonster Miss September

i dunno why, at this moment i jus don feel like seeing anyone... don feel like doing anything...
don feel like eating anything.... don feel like thinking of anything....grrrr..... just feel sad.... for no reason...... of maybe...?? because i had too much fun during SEPT and now comes OCT?
sighhhh.......................................... all i have to say is... I BLOODY MISS SEPT! I LOVE SEPT!!
i have to wait for another one year until it reaches my lucky month. :(:(:(:(:(
and now NSYNC is singing GONEEE~ to me....


yeap....///
SEPTEMBER....flush back!
i cant really remember what i did during early september...
i guess i was having lots of weekdays fun with the girls by just watch a movie, gossiping.. dinner make ups... sharing tips. no alcohol at all and yeap! ENJOYABLE!
went to MIRI for amanda's birthday?

right, Cindy and Anna celebrated my birthday earlier... and i din get to have any pics...
I TOTALLY APPRECIATED THAT! it was so sweet thou i asked them to. :P


and i told everybody that i'm just going to celebrate my Bday at KK. thats it.
As usual, Jess asked me for a girl's dinner night, i said yeap! that was 24th sept and i was acting normal but they keep saying that i sound moody and i was expecting something......i was like ?!?!?!????? NO? yeap.. then i saw ANdy and the rest of the guys with the cake.
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shouldnt i be expecting? i didnt know how to react seriously...
i dunnno wat to say to express how thankful i felt and how a lucky person i am to have such frens... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....paiseh to say out bah!! nia ma! LOL

I AM 22 YEAR OLD, OFFICIALLY, NO PLAY PLAY

THE GIRLS AND their BFs except for Liz n Fred (they are related in a way) haha!
so.. this is my quote for this picture,
LIMBEH'S BIRTHDAY OK? DON PLAY PLAY!

the next day, i called up CCF to have dinner as i wanted to see her before she get her ass back to sg while i 'will be' enjoying my weekends in KK the next day. haha!
talking with CCF will nvr be polite... so i said ' wahlaoooo.... u wan to treat me dinner o not? its my fucking birthday today ok?? i'm dai sai ok??'
so she said..... of...coz..... ...... ......
and.... she called some of my ex classmates... they are my 'THOSE WERE THE DAYS' friends... kinda miss hanging out with them......
PLS.. DON SURPRISE ME WITH THE CAKE CAN? I AM SICK OF IT...before they could even surprise me. right, they jus ask me don be too perasan.. at the end, LII JIAN couldnt stand waiting and shouted 'TA MA DE, WHERE IS THE GODDAMN CAKE'?
yeap... ITS A FAILURE... U GUYS CANT EVEN HANDLE A CAKE?? LOL
well... i don expect much.. because for my closest childhood friends to gather around altogether once in a while, is a big SURPRISE n THUMBS up already! so... i am quite happy about it.

okay.. esther n fiona n some others are missing...
thank you guys... :):):)

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KK trip was amazing.
with the right people,
right place,
right outfit.
JUST LOVE IT!
XOXO

its me and daisy's belated small small smalll cake from the chef of GRAZIE.
DELICIOUS!



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SIGH.... back to now...OCT3rd...
mooncake festival...........................
moody moody sleepy sleepy fatty fatty yawny yawny
worky worky~
i want my september back!!!!




LIZ's birthday is tomorrow. HAppy birthday.. if she sees this!

p/s: tomorrow i will be helping Kang n Goh in their photoshoot..... hahaahaha~~~
we girls will be having a good interesting night..... oh yea~

Vonster tells a story 1

i'm trying to write a romance story. pls do not laugh. my 1st try k..//








故事发生在中学的时候， 最纯的时刻， 初恋是难以忘怀的。
17岁的她，根本不知道心跳的存在， 对于‘爱’ 可说是完全不懂。 过去的‘小恋情’， 也只是贪新鲜。
谁不喜欢充满神秘感的酷男生 :) ? 小说和漫画里面的男主角都是这样的。 她也渐渐对这样的男生充满幻想，而且是日想夜想。
终于有一天，在中五的6月，她在学校遇到了所谓的‘男主角’。。。在打篮球的时候。一个个性够冷，又在一边逗小孩开心的人实在是令她想不透， 渐渐她就开始注意他了。她想了解他。同样在同一对篮球队， 他算是女生对的小教练。她不知为什么当他靠近和看着他的时候， 总是脸红， 太不像平时声音大又粗鲁的她了。不过，这是个秘密，没有人发现。
看到他在走廊扫地， 在食堂和一大班男生有说有笑，真的是让她不直觉偷看了。
10 月左右，男女篮球队双双得冠军， 他们去了海边庆祝。 大家玩的很开心。
大家都爱玩丢沙的游戏， 丢来丢去， 她的眼睛进沙了。被埋的脚动不到，手又碰不到水， 她好难受。。。 突然， 有人在她的脸淋水，帮她洗去眼睛的沙。。。睁开眼，她的心跳。。。。是连自己都听得到的， 因为睁开眼看清楚的是。。。。他。。。。。。第一次的靠近， 她不会忘记， 深深的烙印在脑里。这是她第1次兴奋。
接下来的放假，好不无聊， 学校并不沉闷， 她爱待在学校。。。看他一眼都开心。
慢慢， 她每晚梦见他， 想象他的男人味， 他的手是什么形状的， 温柔的声音有多麻醉。
那时， 她不知如何得到他的电话号码，她迟疑了很久， 终于第一次播了生平最难播的 miss call。 传了最难传的message。 hi， i‘m xxxxxx 。。。。。
他回应了，她乐翻天。 他们玩起MISS CALL 的游戏， 每个晚上 12AM， 3AM， 5AM。 都会收到他的简讯和MISS CALL。 她好得意。。 她终于感受到他人生最快乐的日子。这成了习惯， 好甜， 虽然他没有表示， 可是她相信他有想她。这是她第2次兴奋。
她离不开电话。 在学校互看， 又不敢多话。 她忍不住， 好想了解她， 终于打了电话给他。。。。原来两人好投缘。。讲了好多个晚上。。。讲到深夜。。。。
酷僻的他开口唱歌给她听: “昨天晚上我又梦见你， 在梦里我看到很美的风景。。。 可能是在睡前想过你， 才会梦见你。。。。” 他终于在她面前露出他自己。她，好陶醉。
这是她第3次兴奋。



to be continue........